My New Life & Special Happiness
Ever since I was little, I attended church.
But no matter how hard I tried and how much I prayed, “Truth will set you free” just was not happening.
The saying “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”
I did not experience it nor get my rest. All those sayings, not a single one was within me.
I pondered a lot about Truth. During that time, I started this meditation.
It has been almost 2 years since I started doing this meditation, and all this time my enemies I kept in my mind were my husband, mother, and father. But my enemies have disappeared from my mind and they have become people I am grateful for.After realizing that my own mind has been the cause of everything, I understood and knew that my own mind was the one giving me the hard time. I realized that I am my own enemy.
Although right now I am a patient fighting ovarian cancer, the fact that I am heading towards Truth and that every day this is confirmed more and more makes me truly happy. When my body is hurting, it may be weary and tiresome, but to know exactly where I am going after death makes my mind at ease.
As much as the false self has died and disappeared, words of Truth inside of me becomes me, and I am living it.
Milestone of my life
Before meditation, I felt cluttered and unclear on what I wanted from my life. Now I have the clarity to make decisions about my future and feel more positive and happy about my life.